Today I went to the gym after a long time (1 year). I love treadmill. Yes, now I can say I love it. Just had to remind myself I do. 14 km/h - the best speed for me. I love this feeling when I know I have no more energy but I keep running. Don't remember when I've been feeling that good.
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By the way, it's probably silly, but I have to admitt I don't understand all of those Dove commercials. I've just seen one in TV. Those women are fat. Why? I like watching commercials with slim ones. When I'm watching Dove commercials I can't focus on cosmetics. Looking at those girls, and they weight (20-30 pounds more than it should be), I think it's disguisting (a bit). And it's not making me buy those body balms and shower gels.
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It's a nice day. I'm in a good mood in spite of the flu. Yes, I'm sick a bit. During weekend I can eat what I want and don't care. It's the rule no 2, after the 1st one: no more than 700-800 kcal during the rest of the week. I know I'm fat.
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Yes I need to write now how fat I am, so don't read it. Too fat, very fat, my ass is so so so so so so big. I hate myself (sometimes) for being so fat and ugly. No, I don't hate myself for being fat. I hate myself I can't control myself. Cellulite on my legs is terrible. My tits are small. I'd look like a teen ( if my stupid ugly fat ass wasn't so big), have problems with buying bras. So the problem is hilarious big as and small tits. Ok, that's better. To the point!
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Eating for 2 days and quit eating for the rest of the week is better than starving for the whole time, being rude and tired. I'm not strong enough. And I'm afraid of loosing hair. It worked for the last few months (I lot for about 10 kg). Now I'm excersising 2 times a day and I'm proud of myself.
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Yes I need to write now how fat I am, so don't read it. Too fat, very fat, my ass is so so so so so so big. I hate myself (sometimes) for being so fat and ugly. No, I don't hate myself for being fat. I hate myself I can't control myself. Cellulite on my legs is terrible. My tits are small. I'd look like a teen ( if my stupid ugly fat ass wasn't so big), have problems with buying bras. So the problem is hilarious big as and small tits. Ok, that's better. To the point!
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Eating for 2 days and quit eating for the rest of the week is better than starving for the whole time, being rude and tired. I'm not strong enough. And I'm afraid of loosing hair. It worked for the last few months (I lot for about 10 kg). Now I'm excersising 2 times a day and I'm proud of myself.
The Hoolies - It's in her kiss
I can't believe how fast you run. DAMN! I feel like my legs will give out at 11. Xo
ReplyDeleteThis is a great song! Put a smile on my face at the office :)
ReplyDeleteI also have little boobs and a big bum, but sometimes i remember that Beyonce does too (when she doesn't have huge baby-mama boobs that is) and I feel a lot better. If she can rock that look, I'm sure as hell that we can too! xx
Ha! I love takt song, too. It's giviong me extra energy :)
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