Sunday, 30 October 2011


Nothing to write about. Eating, watching 'House MD' (for the last 12 hours), feeling bad. Just an usual weekend. I can't excersise, no, I don't want to, feeling fat. Can't be strong enough. I'm tired and weak. Just weak.

Sunny day, the moment you think everything can happen. When you feel you will reach for the branch and pick an apple of happiness. It's so near. 


  1. you can be so strong, deary. just find it within yourself. perhaps you don't have to starve yourself, but at least have enough faith in yourself that you can eat adequately (moderate amount of junk, mostly healthy, etc). I've read your blog, and you're this strong willed, valiant girl- so find it within yourself.
    We can do it both, together.
    At 132 and 5'6'', you are the same bmi as me at 4'11.75'' and 112 pounds. So let's encourage each other, eh?

    Deary, it's obvious, you have a heart of gold.
    Now let's make you as stunning on the outside as you are on the inside <3

  2. I pretty much spent all of saturday and today watching season 7 and what's out of season 8 - sad yet comforting. I always take solice in the fact that by comparison, I'm only a tiny fuck up! HAha. XX