Cancer is a dreadful thing. My aunt is sick now, and I'm afraid. I'm so scared about the next months. I know she's more than 80 years old, her life was long, full of emotions, happiness and sadness, smiles and cries... but it's hard to agree, to say OK to death of beloved person. It's so hard to say ... let it be. 

When I heard "Little willow", the song by Paul McCartney I realized I have to sing it. And I was singing it, crying, singing, laughing,singing again and again.